Thursday, May 22, 2008

SOULAR BLISS/STRENGTH




I have been working on the soul- my soul that is.

How? There are at least three references in the POW to winding threads around the soul, around the spine. I have been experimenting with both.

1- Around the spine-

Maitreya mentioned spinning threads around the spine. One can do this while repeating a mantra. Blissful, enthralling, exiting- and it takes concentration, exertion and work.

2- Around the soul.

One can envision the soul as a sphere of light, the sphere made of wrappings of light-strands. Lanello compared the soul being destroyed to a ball of twine being unwound by a cat. Even so in reverse, we can reconstruct our ball of Light by gathering skeins of Light around our soul as Krishna has taught.

By this we can rebuild our souls from having lost skeins of light when we in ignorance fell into self-destructive cultural practices, dissolute living, etc.

Here is a quote from Zarathustra on this process of reconstructing the soul and its garments:



"Let us then assess why some have not gone beyond these levels of temptation and have lost that sacred fire. It is, beloved, because you have not reckoned with momentums, ancient momentums, and the channels [carved] deep within the subconscious. It is because you have not as realists reckoned with those tears in the [etheric] garment. Thus when you fill again the same vessel with light and it is not sealed and protected, the same [entities] or others will come again to take the light and, [entering by that very rent,] cause you to compromise.

Know, then, beloved, that unless there be change by fire and sacred fire and violet transmuting flame, you may repeat the process again and again as in previous lifetimes. You do not desire to repeat these cycles and yet you repeat them. Thus, let there be the mending of the garment. Let there be such a fierce holding on to Archangel Michael and his legions and his call that no matter what the condition of that outer self or the soul that has sinned, there will always be the protection while there is the rebuilding within, while there is the entering in to the heart of the legions of Zarathustra.

We come because some groan in travail to give birth to their own Christhood <9> and [then] fall back in discouragement, for they seem not to be able to get beyond a certain momentum. Needless to say, in your realism understand that there is of necessity, for the very fact that this condition exists, a division in the members and the desire that is not 100 percent committed to the Lord Gautama Buddha. The desiring, then, [that] is the key, not merely to be whole, not merely to get beyond a certain level and point of initiation failed many times over: [but the key is] the desire, the deep desire to be one with [thy] God [Presence] with no [psychological] impediments, no intrusions.

This deep desiring of the soul allows the soul to let go of all fetters, all burdens, all momentums less than the Christ. You may even become under the tutelage of Kuthumi those who understand profoundly the psychology of self. <10> Aye, to know oneself [and to desire to know oneself] is the great gift and to desire [consciously or subconsciously] not to know oneself is the avoidance of the Path and the Guru. It is the avoidance, beloved, of God himself; for thyself is God, even if in a degenerate form.
Those who do not wish to puncture the skin of life and begin to wrestle [with that which is beneath] but rather would take the light and maintain a certain equilibrium [at surface levels] know not what they do. I say you know not what you do [when you fail to take advantage of] so great an opportunity as having the [one who stands at the] nexus of the figure eight in embodiment, the Messenger, as the go-between between worlds of Reality and Unreality.

So the Messenger assists you at that nexus as you yourself become the champion of the higher world. And little by little, and little by little is the way, beloved, for there must be a strengthening in each new little step taken and firmly and held.
So, beloved, the realist desires not to leap forward and run with all his might only to drop and then drop back [because] he cannot keep what he has gained of the light that he has called forth. There are others who in spiritual pride offer to take on a world and offer their causal bodies for many. These fall into dire temptation and are overcome by hordes of night. Yet you have been warned not to make such offers. Sufficient unto the day is your own karma. <11> And recognize that the Law does act according to your word. <12>

Thus you must remember the path of fire, agni, the [yogic] path of fire, beloved. We come, legions of Zarathustra. I come. For in this [your] desiring to cross over to a higher level of being it is the reinforcement of fire that you require.
Vol. 32 No. 34 - Beloved Zarathustra - August 20, 1989


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